I honestly never thought I'd feel this anger again. Well, it's inevitable, but I just can't understand why. Another day where someone departed this realm too early and everyone left behind suffers. Seems deep and dark and terrifying, mainly because it is.
I talked to you whilst I was in the shower tonight. Yelled your name. Yelled both your names actually. But you, M.I.A., your day of remembrance is today, on the other side of the country. It's unfathomably hilarious and unfair to me that my appendix almost ruptured last week, preventing me from closure today, but it isn't about me anyway.
There is no point to this.
This post, or life, it seems.
Always the furious darkness. Time and time again. Perhaps one day I'll find a consistent light; a lantern to take with me and hold when I can't find a spark.
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